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Letter H

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Letter H
I am labeled, a huge red letter on my chest.  It us my identity and my curse.
With it people can condemn me, beat me, kill me, treat me less than human all because of a simple red letter.
I could do nothing and be a dog. I could be religious and be destined to hell. I could be friend and label an enemy.
I am lucky they give me the right to exist…everything thing else I receive is mercy and grace on their part
I am sick and twisted without uttering a word, save a child only to be shoved away like a leper.
My red letter is G, All because I love a woman, but does it matter?
There are others with different letters, different lives, but the prior rings true. We are tolerated, not equal, not treasured…our death means nothing for we are not normal…
Lucky we are to simply gain toleration they say no matter what the letter
Gay, pagan, Muslim, single parent, pregnant teen, atheist …we all are under the same giant red H. the killer of men, the destroyer of families , the creator of bigotry, xenophobia, sexism…
I pity my attackers…they serve the letter H with pride, broadcasting it near and wide
Carrying signs, singing there chimes
Not ever knowing, not ever once considering, not ever noticing they worship the true Lucifer of this world
Hate
a "Friend " said that being gay was no better than being a murderer... normally it wouldn't bother me..im not even remotely close to him but...i was on the verge of tears in English afterward...and with out my girlfriend to hold me..welll..i had to do something..

Update:in a ironic twisted of fate, yesterday my auntie uploaded gay pride photos on her facebook and is going to buy me a shirt from it lol. shes not gay her self (im starting to think shes bi though) but she super supportive and is the only person in my family who knows (im working on my little brother but hes 11 so i have to ease into it). i love her so ,much!
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ObsessedWithShiny's avatar
It's kinda saddening and sickening that such a thing as being gay or bi or anything else that deviates from the norm can be seen as being equal to that of a person who kills in cold blood or violates children.
I, myself, am questioning at the moment. I'm lucky to have accepting friends and family with me and have several gay and bi friends. I'm glad for that small stroke of luck, which is rare for me as I often suffer from misfortune. I hope things are a little better for you now. Are you still that guy's friend? I wouldn't like to be, but that's me.